Friday, March 31, 2006
11:05 PMthis week has been very very tiring...all the shoutings,complains...
sirius wad in the world is happening?
wad is the problem with u all...
wad crazy line between GOH and non-GOH...
i'm already stressed enough okay...still give me problem...
i'm seriously frustrated...this week is the worst week...
i thought sirius was the brightest star in the universe...
now it's the dimmest...
oi people can u all stop arguing...
not as though non-GOH people haven't had enough things to settle...
fine...u all dun want us to talk about parade rite?
okay i'm telling you that today's parade was the worst...happy???
ma'am pratically shouted at me yesterday...
i'm stressed...i dunno wad to say...
seriously wad i feel is that sirius hasn't been the same ever since the GOH thing appeared...
we haven't had a time to juz sit down together and talk properly...
all i see is the back of the GOH people at the foyer getting onto the bus...
we never said that it was ur fault...
u can't blame us for feeling left out...
coz we do...
sirius ...POP coming...
can u all juz wake up and stop dividing the squad further...
i was depressed yesterday...so? life still has to continue...
sirius...seriously stop it coz...
we are really drifting apart from each other...
or maybe we are already apart...
i noe it's hard to understand our feelings sometimes...
but...juz try...
i really feel like crying now...all our plans to be the most united squad,to live up to our ma'ams expectations,to show them that we can do it are now just dashed...juz like someone threw a glass on the floor...
i thought we would always be there for each other be it rain or shine...
maybe i was really wrong to think that way...
furthermore we are the worst squad wad...
todae it was raining so heavily...i felt so cold and hollow inside...
and i was actually wondering wad the GOH people would be doing now...
were they getting scolded or marching in the rain or planning to give up...
i really wished u all ,all the best and actually said "jia you"...
now i think back...why did i do that???
coz i CARE...
i don't want to see our squad being torn to pieces juz like that...
sirius...pleaz dun do this to me...
a word of encouragement that i also told my friend;when times are down juz keep breathing and at the end of the day give urself a pat on ur shoulder telling urself how great u are to have survived the day...
y not put the dark past behind us and all over again...
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE...
germaine-the depressed gurl
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